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current mood: anne hathaway singing “i dreamed a dream”
i dont want to make art anymore. i dont care that i only have a semester left. i dont care that people want commissions. my art is mediocre at best and i’m sick of looking at it and im sick of people associating me with it or acting like im invisible because it’s not as good as others’ art around me. i’m tired of people expecting it from me and setting expectations on me that i can’t meet because i drew a thing that was cool one time. i don’t want to be an artist anymore. i doubt i ever was one in the first place.
the ironic mullet of literature
the much awaited vaporwave/seapunk crossover of literature
the bike courier job of literature
the blue/green/purple windbreaker of literature
grumpycakes said:excuse me but, your art is vibrant and unique and kicking. And I was a little bit jealous of yer style with that plague doctor and demon hunter dude comic. so SHUSH BAB NOT SHIT, VERY MUCH NOT SHIT.
thats such an old comic though
i was better then than i am now
im just getting worse and kidding myself
the only reason brad didn’t fail me for thesis (i didnt finish some character designs) was because i loved my project enough that i would finish the designs on my own
not because my art was any good
if its so great why do i hate myself every time i finish a project and get that disappointed look from the people who are supposed to be critiquing/grading it
i dont ever want to draw again if all i’m doing is adding more to the mediocrity pile
nothing makes me want to killy self more than knowing my art is shit and having that validated by outside sources
okay either nobody told me you’re supposed to put all your work on the kendall weblab site by yourself or my work is just that unwanted
i have one sketch on the whole site
even though i’ve hauled ass on a million projects and done some kickass work in some of them (as in, i still like the work after 6 months so therefore it’s not terrible), all they put up there was one stupid god damned sketch that took me like ten minutes to do
is my art really that shitty and undesirable
fucking thanks kendall
i spend 3/4 of my time calling my boyfriend gay
greetings, friend, i am an adult male in a homosexual relationship.
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